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30 September 2011 @ 11:38 am
Tiny Drabble, anyone?  

Title: This is the One
Pairing: 5927
Summary: It took you ten years to realize what you were feeling. By then, it was too late.
Author's Notes: This is dedicated to my partner, amusinglydead. SHE IS THE GOKUDERA TO MY TSUNA.

This is the one.
That's what you thought when you looked at her. She was always so cute, so nice, so delicate. You wanted nothing more than to just wrap your arms around her and hold her. You wanted her to notice you. You wanted her to smile and laugh with you. You wanted her to love you as much as you loved her.
You were getting closer and closer until finally…
"I'll follow you anywhere, Tenth!!"
Your chances were ruined.
That's what you thought when you looked at him. You didn't want anything to do with what everyone was forcing on you. You wanted to be a normal teenage boy with a normal teenage girlfriend. But the silver haired boy at your right hand side was constantly reminding you of how that was never going to happen. It wasn't that you disliked the boy, no far from it. You valued him as a friend and a classmate, but it was clear by the way that he followed you everywhere that it was not what he had in mind.
But when you think about it then, you were slightly to blame. Whenever the boy wasn't at your side, you felt off and out of your element. You found yourself missing the trouble he would cause with his short temper. You'd think about that smile of his that spoke of utter devotion and it made you want to frown and smile at the same time.
When he was with you, you didn't have time to think about such trivial things because you were too busy trying to keep up with the boy's eager and demanding persona and he was trying to please you as much as he could.
Days passed. Months passed. Years passed.
You never really quite got used to it. You learned how to predict his movements, his reactions, but he still caught you by surprise sometimes.
As you sit at your desk, filing some paper work, you realize then that you haven't thought of her for a long time. But that thought is driven from your mind as quickly as it came when he walks in with a bright smile on his lips and more forms in his hands.
Its hard work, but you can tell that there's nowhere he'd rather be.
But you've always been oblivious. You've always been too slow. Because it's only when you're laying in his arms, bleeding from a gunshot wound and dying, and the tears flowing from his eyes land on your own cheeks, and he's screaming, gripping onto you, pleading for you not to leave him…
This is the one.
That's what you thought when you looked at him.

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
keiyakukeiyaku on September 30th, 2011 03:58 pm (UTC)
*sniff* Tsuna you are soooooo slow.

God I loved this. So much feeling in so few words. I'm speechless.
Leezzeeleezzee on September 30th, 2011 09:55 pm (UTC)
Isn't he? Those two are such dorks.

Thank you very much for the comment! <3
cavallone_bossamusinglydead on September 30th, 2011 10:43 pm (UTC)


You are so awesome (: Ilu.
Leezzeeleezzee on September 30th, 2011 10:53 pm (UTC)
*squee~* Ilu2, equally awesome person. <3
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Leezzeeleezzee on October 1st, 2011 03:00 am (UTC)
Thank you very much! I actually wrote this in the span of 25 minutes before running off to work so I'm really glad it came out well. =3
rune_worldrune_world on October 1st, 2011 02:13 pm (UTC)
Hey I read this on ff.net! Did I commented on there? (I'm Saruko)
Leezzeeleezzee on October 1st, 2011 02:24 pm (UTC)
Nope. XD You can comment on here though. O:
rune_worldrune_world on October 1st, 2011 03:15 pm (UTC)
Oh! I must've forgot! Anyway I waz gonna say "It's so cute!" but I guess the drums stopped me. (schools in my country have drum instead of bell for start and end classes)
Alex the Awesomegokulex59 on October 2nd, 2011 05:45 am (UTC)
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Jyuudaime, Jyuudaime, why, just whyyyyyy? TT^TT short but awesome fanfic *sniff* congratz T_T
Fireflies by Night: Friendshipreidluver on October 26th, 2011 04:45 am (UTC)
So sad...but so beautiful at the same time! :D